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I am blessing by name,seeking a male or female who will be so honesty to me which I will like to exchange good relationship with,No kid and never married.I will like to hear from you, you can contact me at the email id above so that i can send you my pictures and more about myself. ms blessing
please dont forget to send me an email in my private box ---( blessingvelon@yahoo.com ) ---God bless you.
I'm sorry for not replying but I haven't been here for a long time and spiritualy I am struggling on my own. Rasika left me for a best friend and is now taking hard drugs and wont let me see the boys. I haven't seen them for 2 years and it hurts more than words can say but what can I do when Krishna puts me in this situation. She fooled me for years and she let Tulsi die aswell which was a killer for me. Rasika lives at 7 Abbey Close, Southam, Warwickshire, CV47 1YR but her telephone number has changed or something. I know she is doing drugs for definite because her dealer told me everything and won't supply her after what she has done to me! My poor sons.
Sorry
Haribol Ananda
Haribol didi, The text is invisible because it is in the same colour as the background, either make the text white or the background white. How are ya?
Hare Krsna Lilavati, Thankyou for your message, sorry I dont check them very often. Your prog with Nemi MJ was probably yonks ago now. Whereabouts do you live. I'm in Wales at the moment, so nearly everywhere is a long way off!
i advertise my bipolar. its my first line. hi, im rasa, im a bipolar hare krishna. its got a negative stigma and i have no idea why becuz i choose to befriend bipolar for the simple fact like mozart, beethoven, da vinci, einstein, all of us bipolars, we are the achievers, the greats, with more talent, higher intellect and much more connected to God...but umm its simple, everyone's envious. avoid the envious :)
people who feel animosity to me, i dnt care for, i feel sorry for them, closed hearts and minds means they are hitting the animal kingdom next life...people who accept u and dnt judge u, they are everywhere but hidden, they are my friends, from all walks of life :) GOD IS LOVE - if u are lovely u r Godly, simple. one quality u need compassion...he devotion to God comes...but who is compassionate? ive met very few UK hare krishna devotees whoares yet ive met 2 meat eaters on the bus today who are :P
u see what ive learnt is hare krishnas may be lucky to know more about God but that no way means they are closer to Him. Ive seen more Love and Compassion in Vegan Atheists.
I know what you mean, I have had a massive journey these last 6 months, and I have been to the near ultimate height of surrender and bliss and the very lows of material urges, raised and fallen, I have been complained about and criticised by everyone in the UK sanga, that I dont see any of them anymore. No association. I just see things like "Rasabihari is crazy or eccentric, he is ill", I did so much for so many of them, was always giving and loving, polite, I was homeless like I told you and all turned their back on me. This is the nature of the conditioned soul or the selfish ones amongst them. I was simply KIDDIN MYSELF that devotees are different. Hare Krishnas are NO DIFFERENT to anyone else, they just have MORE KNOWLEDGE OF GOD and an opportunity...
This is my main lesson. The only person who took me in and helped me out when I got kicked out of devotees houses because I was Bipolar was a friend of mine who is atheist and eats beefburgers. What does this say?
I realise that we as devotees are simply being given chances, and GOD IS LOVE - if we cannot at least be kind and compassionate to our own Godsiblings let alone those who need to know these spiritual truths, then how can we have God...
IF THERE IS NO LOVE IN YOUR HEART KRSNA DOES NOT COME TO YOU...if it is hard, cold and selfish. no matter how many slokas you have memorised or rounds you force yourself to to daily, you are no more Godly tham an atheist, who has gone vegetarian for merciful reasons...in fact I often think, Agnostics and Atheists and general people on the bus are much closer to God than, some who are suppose to be way up there
Anyway, despite all this, I am always here for everyone, every soul, every plant, every insect, so please mail me if you ever feel low about this issue, I would sure appreciate some association from a Godsister without having to go out of the UK,
Ps. Srila Gurudeva is so unbelievable. I have experiences, incredible ones, all involving him, He is the pure one we need, our only friend, in act, like my mother dying and everyone rejecting me, it was all for that reason, to understand that I really do only have one friend in this world, and I should rely on Him only.
I hope I havent been offensive here and forgive me for nto being so humble of late, you can understand my situation, for 3 months, the no intoxication regulation has gone out the window, Ive been stuffed full of Psychiatric drugs simply for experiencing blisses out of this world. Anyway I got discharged today. Im not sectioned now. I hope I can get back to where somehow God's grace I got to before...
Haribol and dandavat pranam`s Loretta prabhu. All glories to Sri Sri Guru and Gauranga.
All glories to Srila Prabhupada and Srila Gurudeva
I t was nice meating you n Italy this year, I hope you are okay. You may like to know that I have created a new channel on YouTube, reading from Srila Prabhupadas classes transcripts, its obviously not perfect and far from being professional, I am not a learned person, but i am trying. The link is as follows
http://www.youtube.com/user/devarsi
Trying is lying! When are you going to call me. If I am not there, you can leave a message or call me on my mobile. Also ,can you leave your new number?
i like your initiated name!!! srimati thakurani radhika ji ki jaya!!!!
....yep!! i sure do look younger that i areally am!
and i act like it too!!! =P
i miss all the u.k. devotees more just hearing their names!!
Dear Lilavati didi,
I got your message and carefully read it.
I believe that you have to get off your own case, I mean to forgive yourself.
You would probably find great help in the practice of EFT (Emotional Freedom Technique) like myself and everyone I told about it. Go on Google and dial EFT . It works wonder>
ys
BV SS
Dear Lilavati didi,
pranams
How may I help?
You are an eternal spirit soul, brighter than ten thousand suns and are dear to Krsna by your very being, so what failure?
Haribol! How are you? Im not sure if you will remember me but I was in Italy and we didnt get chatting until the airport on the way home! Anyway, i hope you dont mind me requesting your friendship on here so to speak. Take care xx
hhhmmm, yes, i wonder, too, if we know eachother... we sure do know some of the same people! rasa prabhu, raghu, shyam, ananda, when i went to gb last year i only visited gangamatas, and gangababas (lols, i.e. indupati and those prabhus.) and sripad ashram maharaj, jayanandini, purandar etc... so i think we must have met. anyhow, dandavats, jay nitai gaur!!!
They did section me, I am still under section. I escaped twice, straight over the wall :) Went back the second time because mt beloved Tulsi plant except 7 men jumped on me, pinned me to a bed and injected me. All because 3 Hare Krishna devotees called the health system trying to get me sectioned. Nice Godsiblings I have? :)
Anyway I got out and then begged another devotee to take me to Italy to see my Gurudeva except he wouldnt and said I was "ILL" and another said I dont deserve to go as I have no Laksmi. They left me outside at 4am in the morning with 12 bags and drove off to Italy without me. I made it to a bush and pitched by tent. It has been like this for 6 weeks. I decided to take the 6 steps to happiness - Saranaagathi. KRSNA has arranged that everyone rejects me and tries to hurt me so I surrender only to Gurudeva.
It has been the most eye opening, revealing and amazing 6 weeks of my life. I have had every Godsibling I know kick me in the face and try their best to hurt me, section me, abandon me and criticise and not love me. But on the flip side I have grown so so close to my Gurudeva. I have never been happier. I realise it is all arrangement. They are acting under he spell of Diksa. unfortunate for them, their natures/karma has made them a bad pawn in the masterplan for now.
Anyway, I am not complaining or criticising. There is no need to when you realise every step is planned for you. All happens for a reason. I am penniless and unable to go home as the police can find me there.
Anyway an old friend has taken me in for a night or so, so I am resting up and eating well again. I have lost 3 stone in the last 5 weeks and done about 15 Nirjalas sometimes by no choice.
I feel amazing didi, I am so fortunate to be pushed into a situation where through rejection I am forced to surrender to our beloved Guruji. The mercy I have recieved makes me weep. I am overwhelmed and it has made me so fixed up.
I believe I saw you at Indupatis? Were you with your son? Maybe it was you. I commented on Sudevi and Kisoris class and you said it was nice?
Anyway, although the circumstances look bleek, I am ecstatic inside. I am the luckiest alive and I thank every Godsibling who treated me badly for they moved me closer and closer to Gurudeva and unfortunate for them, the lack of the love they showed me (Apa Radha) will come back on them as their material desires grow as a sacrifice for pushing me in the only direction we all need to take, but everyone who treated me bad I saw as arrangement so prayed that they need not face the reaction to the cruel things they did. Even one Godsibling who punched me for dancing too much.
Jai Srila Gurudeva Didi. You are of Kapha constitution and I can read your face, It is sweet. Both these things tell me you are of a warm heart. Lucky you are as bad habits and anarthas can easily be wiped but a cold heart is hard to change. You are one of the fortunate who have a warm heart though.
Thank you for your support. When I see you, you will see my affection for you
You are one of the few friendly, supportive and wise devotees that have sent me an email, text or said a kind word. Gurudeva speaks through you to me, in that last comment. Thank you.
May all blessings be bestowed upon on you from Srila Gurudeva. Love is Selfless, Unconditional. I am ecstastic and so so happy despite everybody knocking me, family, friends, devotees, non devotees, and godsiblings. It is all arrangement. The Masterplan. I feel for those who drew the short straw in the Sri KRSNAs game though. Criticism and Aparadha (No Love) will make one fall,. I have learnt that. Believe me you are one of a very few who have showed me any LOVE. Most other have ignored, criticised, even hit me, yes our Godsiblings and for what? Trying my verty best and harming nobody but helping 1000s, whether bacterai and plants, insects or people, giving our prasadam, books, stickers, shaking hands wearingf tulsi on my palms, you name it I am doing it and getting kicked in the teeth. But I am not complaining. I am just making a few aware this is Gurudevas plan. The only way I could have ever surrendered to Him was if everyone else rejected me and they have but I as I say I am the happiest man alive. This new life of mine is WOW. I just need be careful. That Sankirtaan I saw you on, the one where we spoke, the Police were there did you see them? They had previously raided 5 devotees houses looking to section me and take my laptop with so many music tracks and videos I have been making exposing the Corruption in Mental Health System and World. This is the only reasn why they want my head. Even my Father is in on it, he has signed for my section, even though 2 private psychiatrsta nd even one NHS one have said I have perfect mental health. Yes they have wiped the records them. Pray for me. I am on the run still, why? Because this is not a JUST system we live under. if I didnt make the great escape, I wouldn't be here now typing. I would have had injectons and electricty running through me. though my Vartma Pradarshak Guru. Purandara Acaraya says I deserve this, I reject his compant now, animical to my progress. I gave out over 100 ofg Gurudevas books yesterday as he told me I am sick? Waking at 3am doing Achman, Gaytatri, Aarti, Exercices and offering before giving out free Prasadam from my only money, I have given out 1000 books in last few weeks. These devotees who wake up 6 hours later than me sleep 6 hours more just like to criticise, but as I ay unfortunate are they who have drawn the short straw in KRSNAs plan. Lessons will be learnt but not before Aparadha has made things so hard for them.
I thank you for your kind words and insight and love in understanding I am noy actually the crazy one most our sanga thinks I am :)
Jai Srila Gurudeva
With LOVE sincerely, selflessly and unconditional like it should be (The Way of Love)
I stayed at the Gangamatas for a week back in Feb., and didn't even get to talk to you! Kamalavati and I are still recovering from the Alachua program and trip to US, so she won't be able to also make it to Italy with me, but I'm really quite harmless. Ask anyone in the sanga.
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I am blessing by name,seeking a male or female who will be so honesty to me which I will like to exchange good relationship with,No kid and never married.I will like to hear from you, you can contact me at the email id above so that i can send you my pictures and more about myself. ms blessing
please dont forget to send me an email in my private box ---( blessingvelon@yahoo.com ) ---God bless you.
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like the black on black :P privacy option
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Radheee, hope ur well
xx
Sorry
Haribol Ananda
i advertise my bipolar. its my first line. hi, im rasa, im a bipolar hare krishna. its got a negative stigma and i have no idea why becuz i choose to befriend bipolar for the simple fact like mozart, beethoven, da vinci, einstein, all of us bipolars, we are the achievers, the greats, with more talent, higher intellect and much more connected to God...but umm its simple, everyone's envious. avoid the envious :)
people who feel animosity to me, i dnt care for, i feel sorry for them, closed hearts and minds means they are hitting the animal kingdom next life...people who accept u and dnt judge u, they are everywhere but hidden, they are my friends, from all walks of life :) GOD IS LOVE - if u are lovely u r Godly, simple. one quality u need compassion...he devotion to God comes...but who is compassionate? ive met very few UK hare krishna devotees whoares yet ive met 2 meat eaters on the bus today who are :P
u see what ive learnt is hare krishnas may be lucky to know more about God but that no way means they are closer to Him. Ive seen more Love and Compassion in Vegan Atheists.
I know what you mean, I have had a massive journey these last 6 months, and I have been to the near ultimate height of surrender and bliss and the very lows of material urges, raised and fallen, I have been complained about and criticised by everyone in the UK sanga, that I dont see any of them anymore. No association. I just see things like "Rasabihari is crazy or eccentric, he is ill", I did so much for so many of them, was always giving and loving, polite, I was homeless like I told you and all turned their back on me. This is the nature of the conditioned soul or the selfish ones amongst them. I was simply KIDDIN MYSELF that devotees are different. Hare Krishnas are NO DIFFERENT to anyone else, they just have MORE KNOWLEDGE OF GOD and an opportunity...
This is my main lesson. The only person who took me in and helped me out when I got kicked out of devotees houses because I was Bipolar was a friend of mine who is atheist and eats beefburgers. What does this say?
I realise that we as devotees are simply being given chances, and GOD IS LOVE - if we cannot at least be kind and compassionate to our own Godsiblings let alone those who need to know these spiritual truths, then how can we have God...
IF THERE IS NO LOVE IN YOUR HEART KRSNA DOES NOT COME TO YOU...if it is hard, cold and selfish. no matter how many slokas you have memorised or rounds you force yourself to to daily, you are no more Godly tham an atheist, who has gone vegetarian for merciful reasons...in fact I often think, Agnostics and Atheists and general people on the bus are much closer to God than, some who are suppose to be way up there
Anyway, despite all this, I am always here for everyone, every soul, every plant, every insect, so please mail me if you ever feel low about this issue, I would sure appreciate some association from a Godsister without having to go out of the UK,
Ps. Srila Gurudeva is so unbelievable. I have experiences, incredible ones, all involving him, He is the pure one we need, our only friend, in act, like my mother dying and everyone rejecting me, it was all for that reason, to understand that I really do only have one friend in this world, and I should rely on Him only.
I hope I havent been offensive here and forgive me for nto being so humble of late, you can understand my situation, for 3 months, the no intoxication regulation has gone out the window, Ive been stuffed full of Psychiatric drugs simply for experiencing blisses out of this world. Anyway I got discharged today. Im not sectioned now. I hope I can get back to where somehow God's grace I got to before...
Love from your Godbrother, Rasabihariji,
Your servant
x
All glories to Srila Prabhupada and Srila Gurudeva
I t was nice meating you n Italy this year, I hope you are okay. You may like to know that I have created a new channel on YouTube, reading from Srila Prabhupadas classes transcripts, its obviously not perfect and far from being professional, I am not a learned person, but i am trying. The link is as follows
http://www.youtube.com/user/devarsi
yhs Devarsirat das
....yep!! i sure do look younger that i areally am!
and i act like it too!!! =P
i miss all the u.k. devotees more just hearing their names!!
I got your message and carefully read it.
I believe that you have to get off your own case, I mean to forgive yourself.
You would probably find great help in the practice of EFT (Emotional Freedom Technique) like myself and everyone I told about it. Go on Google and dial EFT . It works wonder>
ys
BV SS
pranams
How may I help?
You are an eternal spirit soul, brighter than ten thousand suns and are dear to Krsna by your very being, so what failure?
They did section me, I am still under section. I escaped twice, straight over the wall :) Went back the second time because mt beloved Tulsi plant except 7 men jumped on me, pinned me to a bed and injected me. All because 3 Hare Krishna devotees called the health system trying to get me sectioned. Nice Godsiblings I have? :)
Anyway I got out and then begged another devotee to take me to Italy to see my Gurudeva except he wouldnt and said I was "ILL" and another said I dont deserve to go as I have no Laksmi. They left me outside at 4am in the morning with 12 bags and drove off to Italy without me. I made it to a bush and pitched by tent. It has been like this for 6 weeks. I decided to take the 6 steps to happiness - Saranaagathi. KRSNA has arranged that everyone rejects me and tries to hurt me so I surrender only to Gurudeva.
It has been the most eye opening, revealing and amazing 6 weeks of my life. I have had every Godsibling I know kick me in the face and try their best to hurt me, section me, abandon me and criticise and not love me. But on the flip side I have grown so so close to my Gurudeva. I have never been happier. I realise it is all arrangement. They are acting under he spell of Diksa. unfortunate for them, their natures/karma has made them a bad pawn in the masterplan for now.
Anyway, I am not complaining or criticising. There is no need to when you realise every step is planned for you. All happens for a reason. I am penniless and unable to go home as the police can find me there.
Anyway an old friend has taken me in for a night or so, so I am resting up and eating well again. I have lost 3 stone in the last 5 weeks and done about 15 Nirjalas sometimes by no choice.
I feel amazing didi, I am so fortunate to be pushed into a situation where through rejection I am forced to surrender to our beloved Guruji. The mercy I have recieved makes me weep. I am overwhelmed and it has made me so fixed up.
I believe I saw you at Indupatis? Were you with your son? Maybe it was you. I commented on Sudevi and Kisoris class and you said it was nice?
Anyway, although the circumstances look bleek, I am ecstatic inside. I am the luckiest alive and I thank every Godsibling who treated me badly for they moved me closer and closer to Gurudeva and unfortunate for them, the lack of the love they showed me (Apa Radha) will come back on them as their material desires grow as a sacrifice for pushing me in the only direction we all need to take, but everyone who treated me bad I saw as arrangement so prayed that they need not face the reaction to the cruel things they did. Even one Godsibling who punched me for dancing too much.
Jai Srila Gurudeva Didi. You are of Kapha constitution and I can read your face, It is sweet. Both these things tell me you are of a warm heart. Lucky you are as bad habits and anarthas can easily be wiped but a cold heart is hard to change. You are one of the fortunate who have a warm heart though.
Thank you for your support. When I see you, you will see my affection for you
Jai Srila Gurudeva again and again
Our Gurudeva is KING, Disguised.
xxx
xx
x
You are one of the few friendly, supportive and wise devotees that have sent me an email, text or said a kind word. Gurudeva speaks through you to me, in that last comment. Thank you.
May all blessings be bestowed upon on you from Srila Gurudeva. Love is Selfless, Unconditional. I am ecstastic and so so happy despite everybody knocking me, family, friends, devotees, non devotees, and godsiblings. It is all arrangement. The Masterplan. I feel for those who drew the short straw in the Sri KRSNAs game though. Criticism and Aparadha (No Love) will make one fall,. I have learnt that. Believe me you are one of a very few who have showed me any LOVE. Most other have ignored, criticised, even hit me, yes our Godsiblings and for what? Trying my verty best and harming nobody but helping 1000s, whether bacterai and plants, insects or people, giving our prasadam, books, stickers, shaking hands wearingf tulsi on my palms, you name it I am doing it and getting kicked in the teeth. But I am not complaining. I am just making a few aware this is Gurudevas plan. The only way I could have ever surrendered to Him was if everyone else rejected me and they have but I as I say I am the happiest man alive. This new life of mine is WOW. I just need be careful. That Sankirtaan I saw you on, the one where we spoke, the Police were there did you see them? They had previously raided 5 devotees houses looking to section me and take my laptop with so many music tracks and videos I have been making exposing the Corruption in Mental Health System and World. This is the only reasn why they want my head. Even my Father is in on it, he has signed for my section, even though 2 private psychiatrsta nd even one NHS one have said I have perfect mental health. Yes they have wiped the records them. Pray for me. I am on the run still, why? Because this is not a JUST system we live under. if I didnt make the great escape, I wouldn't be here now typing. I would have had injectons and electricty running through me. though my Vartma Pradarshak Guru. Purandara Acaraya says I deserve this, I reject his compant now, animical to my progress. I gave out over 100 ofg Gurudevas books yesterday as he told me I am sick? Waking at 3am doing Achman, Gaytatri, Aarti, Exercices and offering before giving out free Prasadam from my only money, I have given out 1000 books in last few weeks. These devotees who wake up 6 hours later than me sleep 6 hours more just like to criticise, but as I ay unfortunate are they who have drawn the short straw in KRSNAs plan. Lessons will be learnt but not before Aparadha has made things so hard for them.
I thank you for your kind words and insight and love in understanding I am noy actually the crazy one most our sanga thinks I am :)
Jai Srila Gurudeva
With LOVE sincerely, selflessly and unconditional like it should be (The Way of Love)
Rasa
xxx
xx
x
I stayed at the Gangamatas for a week back in Feb., and didn't even get to talk to you! Kamalavati and I are still recovering from the Alachua program and trip to US, so she won't be able to also make it to Italy with me, but I'm really quite harmless. Ask anyone in the sanga.
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