Candramukhidasi's Blog (3)

The two lotus feet of my Srila Gurudeva and the two lotus feet of Sri Rupa Manjari, who are full of love for Sri Krsna, and who perfectly worship Srimati Radharani, are the only aim and objective of my life, my very life and soul.

Jaya Sri Radhe! Jaya Sri Syama! Jaya Sri Vrndavana dhama!

KRSNA,

I WILL ARREST YOU IN MY HEART. WHERE ARE YOU RUNNING? I'LL BIND YOU O'KRSNA BY THE ROPES OF MY DEVOTION. YOU HAVE STOLEN MY WEALTH, STOLEN MY PRIDE AND NOW NO ONE RESPECTS ME IN THIS SOCIETY. I HAVE NO MONEY LEFT AND YOU ARE EVEN STEALING MY LIFE. SO NOW I WILL NOT LET YOU GO. I WILL CATCH YOU BY THE ROPES OF MY DEVOTION. YOU CAN CUT THE DEADLY ROPES OF YAMARAJA, YOU CAN EVEN CUT THE ROPES OF MATERIAL EXISTENCE FROM PEOPLES LIVES, AND YOU CAN BREAK ALL THE BONDAGES OF EVERYONE B

The sentiments with which one relates to Krsna when one establishes sambandha (relationship) determine one's corresponding state of perfection (siddhi).Your nature is feminine, and your inclination is in parakiya rasa, so you are a subordinate attendant of Vraja-vanesvari. The sambandha that you have to cultivate and realize is: "I am a maidservant of Srimati Radhika's most confidential attendant maid. Srimati Radhika is the mistress of my very life, and Krsna is Her life; therefore Sri Radha