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I am penda by name,seeking a male or female who will be so honesty to me which I will like to exchange good relationship with,No kid and never married.I will like to hear from you, you can contact me at the email id above so that i can send you my pictures and more about myself. ms penda
please dont forget to send me an email in my private box ---( pendavelon@yahoo.com ) ---God bless you.
Hari bol, surprisingly I succeeded today downloading a skype address. I never had it before ... so I don't know how to excactly use the system. My skype is jaygovinda108. Just now I also found out that the time diference between Brazil and Thailand is 9 hours. Like right now it's 10 PM here, so it's 1 PM in Brazil, at the same time. What would be suitable times for you ? Saturday I'm a bit busy. Either on Thursday, Friday or Sunday I must go and get a new visa ... but I'll be available on each day in the evening. Let me know ... I'm curious to use Skype ! Radhe Radhe Radhe !
Hare Krishna mera Bhaiya,
India is one and half hours earlier than here. If it's 10 AM in India, it will be at the same time 11.30 AM here in Songkhla, Southern Thailand. I don't have a Skype yet, and I don't know how to use that. MSN address I have, if it's useful in this ... let me know will you. have a good day, Hari bol !
Hari bol dear Kunja-bihari,
that all sounds good and makes things clear ... 2008 ... it seems time (~Krishna~) has again been quicker (It's still like yesterday in my mind ...) than I could ever have guessed ! Actually, the same thought of you performing a distant healing flashed through my mind immediately after I sent you the message today ... And thought that perhaps later ... dare not ask for it ... And now you are offering it from your side ! Well, it sounds great, but how to do that ? Should we first of all fix a certain excact time ... Or what is the way ? I'm curious because the last one at Govardhan was something important, and I even felt that, if there were any chance, I would really wish to receive a similar or anything-like-that from your kind soul once more ... Waiting for your quidelines ...
Ps. It would be more than amazing to visit South America, however I have no idea how to finance my visit yet. No rupees or any other notes flying around here ... extremely rainy day and night, buckets of rain after rain (and frogs at night making so much noice ...) last few days ... Ps. II: I'm convinced though that it will become an unforgettable Vyasa Puja !
Hari bol my dear freind, Prabhu of the kunja-galis of Vrindaban,
immediately after you sent me a message with invitation to Brazil for Vyasa-puja of Srila Gurudeva, one devotee lady from there sent me also a short note, with the same mood, welcoming me for the festival. Is she your other half, or just a family member. She has had very nice bhajans in Sanga-space, and I'm happy to hear those songs sometimes, when I feel too far from India. I remember you told me every now and then about your other half ... Why you have never brought her to India ? I could never live my life without India, visit to the Dhamas and tirthas there is the only life-giving force and nectar on this planet ... From rainy season of Southern Thailand, missing your good (healing) devotee company, have a nice week with some inspiration for bhakti-sadhana, and send the same to me too ...
yes, life with Krishna and His devotees is wonderful, and life without close relationship with them ... Is it life at all ? It is a struggle, darkness of kali-yuga all around, where ever you look. Of course there's always good people, and still, devotees are the ones carrying around them a lot of mercy ... And to wake up to a world without their precious Sanga and without real Seva of our Lord, is a time for longing. Let's hope it is anyway purifying to go through this.
Thus, at the moment I'm living away and in separation from India. It gives me some relief though, to see that the language and names here are so much connected with Sanskrit. And like you said, this is not that far from Bharata either, so for sure Gaura Purnima is in my sight !
Regarding your kind invitation to participate the Vyasa Puja celebration of Srila Gurudeva early next year - that means in Brazil ! - I quite surely and so unfortunately can't afford to fly there, not at this point in my life. I have always liked South America and South Americans, so no doubt I'm waiting to see if I would ever have any seva of Guru & Gauranga in that part of the planet. I'm not praying for it (I guess we ought to just humbly wait and see what is the plan of the divine masters of our life ... and pray to see that plan, to follow it), and still, it belongs to those places in the world which have fascinated me since my childhood.
So, if things go well enough by Krishna's grace, I'll be happy to attend Gaura Purnima with Gurudeva, you and other devotees ... Even for a shorter time if not fully. Radhe Radhe !
Hariii boool ! Kunja-bihari ji, I heard your ecstatic greeting through the layers of my false ego, but I guess all the layers unfortunately did not break yet ... Yes, I was lucky enough to participate Vraja Mandal Parikrama. This was though, due to my economical situation, and the work I'm doing at the moment, the shortest visit to India in my whole life till now.
Do you remember that great healing session you kindly offered to me in Govardhan one day ... during Parikrama time ? It was surprisingly good, and made me seriously think a certain period of my life, of which you gave me even the approximate date ...
And thus, due to that and various other inspiring and confirming factors, I ended up catching a flight to Malasiya after Rama-navami this year. I'm still on the same journey, except that Krishna's indescribable kindness and mercy brought me to one sweet small town nearby the border of Malasiya and Thailand, where I'm teaching English to thai kids ... in schools. I could have never ever thought of this to happen.
Now I'm thoughtul and gazing with astonishment to the direction of our infinite all-pervading Lord ... Nanda-nandana, Yashoda-nandana, Gopinatha ji ... What's in His mind next, regarding this small life of mine ? His playing of His celebrated flute has already captivated this entire universe including all gods and goddesses since rasa-lila in Vrindaban forest in the light of Sarad-Purnima ... as well as all the living entieties, except Jay Govinda dasa's sinful heart. This tiny creature's heart, brain and soul are still totally & tightly imprisoned by the empowered agents of Maya, beginning from kama krodha lobha mada moha and matsarya.
When will the sound of Sabda-brahma from the lips of His pure devotees (like Srila Gurudeva, and his bona fide shishyas like you Kunja-bihari prabhu) bring like the healing wind of mercy some purifying dust particles from His lotus feet to my desperate fallen soul's heart, and liberate me forever from my infinite anarthas which make me still suffer in my private individual jail called the physical body ?
When will that blessed flute sound break all the last remaining layers covering my existence from Reality, imprisoning me to this never-ending cycle of Samsara ... When will the holy name shine His divine light into this dark world where I'm entering from body to body .. always covered by dense maya ... always away from sadhu-sanga .. nowadays too far rom the lord and master of life, Srila Gurudeva and his beloved disciples ...
Kunja-bihari, this is what is going on with me in my life at this moment. Dhanyavad for your kindly writing to me, I felt really happy to hear from your side of the planet your thoughts and moods as a devotee on the path of bhakti. Only a devotee could say like you wrote in your message. Here, although I feel good being allowed to teach these sweet children at school (though after I came back from India, less classes),
most of the otherwise good people whom I know as my friends and my collegues, are simply asat-sanga due to their life style, which is not in harmony with any of our principles, and that makes me a somewhat upset, longing for good company we always get in Vraja Mandal particularly around our Gurudeva. That's why it's great to hear from you, a real friend, who is a devotee and follower of Srila Gurudeva. This is why I offer my dandavats to you, and to this Sanga-Space, which can keep us in Gurudeva's and his disciples auspicious Sanga ! Radhe Radhe ! Jay Govinda das
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I am penda by name,seeking a male or female who will be so honesty to me which I will like to exchange good relationship with,No kid and never married.I will like to hear from you, you can contact me at the email id above so that i can send you my pictures and more about myself. ms penda
please dont forget to send me an email in my private box ---( pendavelon@yahoo.com ) ---God bless you.
India is one and half hours earlier than here. If it's 10 AM in India, it will be at the same time 11.30 AM here in Songkhla, Southern Thailand. I don't have a Skype yet, and I don't know how to use that. MSN address I have, if it's useful in this ... let me know will you. have a good day, Hari bol !
that all sounds good and makes things clear ... 2008 ... it seems time (~Krishna~) has again been quicker (It's still like yesterday in my mind ...) than I could ever have guessed ! Actually, the same thought of you performing a distant healing flashed through my mind immediately after I sent you the message today ... And thought that perhaps later ... dare not ask for it ... And now you are offering it from your side ! Well, it sounds great, but how to do that ? Should we first of all fix a certain excact time ... Or what is the way ? I'm curious because the last one at Govardhan was something important, and I even felt that, if there were any chance, I would really wish to receive a similar or anything-like-that from your kind soul once more ... Waiting for your quidelines ...
Ps. It would be more than amazing to visit South America, however I have no idea how to finance my visit yet. No rupees or any other notes flying around here ... extremely rainy day and night, buckets of rain after rain (and frogs at night making so much noice ...) last few days ... Ps. II: I'm convinced though that it will become an unforgettable Vyasa Puja !
immediately after you sent me a message with invitation to Brazil for Vyasa-puja of Srila Gurudeva, one devotee lady from there sent me also a short note, with the same mood, welcoming me for the festival. Is she your other half, or just a family member. She has had very nice bhajans in Sanga-space, and I'm happy to hear those songs sometimes, when I feel too far from India. I remember you told me every now and then about your other half ... Why you have never brought her to India ? I could never live my life without India, visit to the Dhamas and tirthas there is the only life-giving force and nectar on this planet ... From rainy season of Southern Thailand, missing your good (healing) devotee company, have a nice week with some inspiration for bhakti-sadhana, and send the same to me too ...
yes, life with Krishna and His devotees is wonderful, and life without close relationship with them ... Is it life at all ? It is a struggle, darkness of kali-yuga all around, where ever you look. Of course there's always good people, and still, devotees are the ones carrying around them a lot of mercy ... And to wake up to a world without their precious Sanga and without real Seva of our Lord, is a time for longing. Let's hope it is anyway purifying to go through this.
Thus, at the moment I'm living away and in separation from India. It gives me some relief though, to see that the language and names here are so much connected with Sanskrit. And like you said, this is not that far from Bharata either, so for sure Gaura Purnima is in my sight !
Regarding your kind invitation to participate the Vyasa Puja celebration of Srila Gurudeva early next year - that means in Brazil ! - I quite surely and so unfortunately can't afford to fly there, not at this point in my life. I have always liked South America and South Americans, so no doubt I'm waiting to see if I would ever have any seva of Guru & Gauranga in that part of the planet. I'm not praying for it (I guess we ought to just humbly wait and see what is the plan of the divine masters of our life ... and pray to see that plan, to follow it), and still, it belongs to those places in the world which have fascinated me since my childhood.
So, if things go well enough by Krishna's grace, I'll be happy to attend Gaura Purnima with Gurudeva, you and other devotees ... Even for a shorter time if not fully. Radhe Radhe !
Do you remember that great healing session you kindly offered to me in Govardhan one day ... during Parikrama time ? It was surprisingly good, and made me seriously think a certain period of my life, of which you gave me even the approximate date ...
And thus, due to that and various other inspiring and confirming factors, I ended up catching a flight to Malasiya after Rama-navami this year. I'm still on the same journey, except that Krishna's indescribable kindness and mercy brought me to one sweet small town nearby the border of Malasiya and Thailand, where I'm teaching English to thai kids ... in schools. I could have never ever thought of this to happen.
Now I'm thoughtul and gazing with astonishment to the direction of our infinite all-pervading Lord ... Nanda-nandana, Yashoda-nandana, Gopinatha ji ... What's in His mind next, regarding this small life of mine ? His playing of His celebrated flute has already captivated this entire universe including all gods and goddesses since rasa-lila in Vrindaban forest in the light of Sarad-Purnima ... as well as all the living entieties, except Jay Govinda dasa's sinful heart. This tiny creature's heart, brain and soul are still totally & tightly imprisoned by the empowered agents of Maya, beginning from kama krodha lobha mada moha and matsarya.
When will the sound of Sabda-brahma from the lips of His pure devotees (like Srila Gurudeva, and his bona fide shishyas like you Kunja-bihari prabhu) bring like the healing wind of mercy some purifying dust particles from His lotus feet to my desperate fallen soul's heart, and liberate me forever from my infinite anarthas which make me still suffer in my private individual jail called the physical body ?
When will that blessed flute sound break all the last remaining layers covering my existence from Reality, imprisoning me to this never-ending cycle of Samsara ... When will the holy name shine His divine light into this dark world where I'm entering from body to body .. always covered by dense maya ... always away from sadhu-sanga .. nowadays too far rom the lord and master of life, Srila Gurudeva and his beloved disciples ...
Kunja-bihari, this is what is going on with me in my life at this moment. Dhanyavad for your kindly writing to me, I felt really happy to hear from your side of the planet your thoughts and moods as a devotee on the path of bhakti. Only a devotee could say like you wrote in your message. Here, although I feel good being allowed to teach these sweet children at school (though after I came back from India, less classes),
most of the otherwise good people whom I know as my friends and my collegues, are simply asat-sanga due to their life style, which is not in harmony with any of our principles, and that makes me a somewhat upset, longing for good company we always get in Vraja Mandal particularly around our Gurudeva. That's why it's great to hear from you, a real friend, who is a devotee and follower of Srila Gurudeva. This is why I offer my dandavats to you, and to this Sanga-Space, which can keep us in Gurudeva's and his disciples auspicious Sanga ! Radhe Radhe ! Jay Govinda das