Your Sanga-Space Box
Please preach the kirtan of the Supreme Lord, even if in doing so you have to incur debt; then in order to pay off that debt, you will have to be ever more engaged in seva. When your creditors put pressure on you, you will be forced to beg more for alms. Again, as the pious householders will not give you alms unless your character and conduct are pure, you will be forced to preserve a pure lifestyle with great determination and care. I will not leave one penny for you, so in the future you won’t indulge in laziness and you won’t be able to give up your devotional lives full of hari kirtan and hari seva. The math is the center for hari kirtan, and hari kirtan is life and consciousness. To ensure that there is no place for laziness, bad conduct, trivial thought, gossip and vulgar desire in the math, you have to go from door to door, where your hari kirtan will be tested in the public. When the public will think that they are the givers of alms and you are the receivers of alms – in other words, that their status in higher than yours - they will criticize you in many ways, thinking you are objects of their mercy. Perhaps some of them will also be ready to kick you out. Then, on one hand, you will be able to become trnad api sunicha and manada......, and on the other hand, you will take great care to make sure your lives and character are pure and exemplary. Furthermore, what will be beneficial for you is this: as you will correct the common people’s mistakes by citing the message of sadhu, sastra, and guru-varga, you will not make those same mistakes. Please do not become upset if someone criticizes you personally. But your guru-varga, sastra, and mahajans are completely faultless, supremely liberated and eternal associates of the Lord. If, due to ignorance, someone criticizes them, then you should correct that persons mistakes by telling them the real truth. This will be very beneficial for both you and the ignorant people. If you become lazy about begging for alms from door to door to collect ingredients for hari-kirtan, and if you indulge in laziness and bad habits, preferring reclusive bhajans so you can escape others’ criticism, then your character will not be purified. You will not have the life of devotional practice. I will never give you any opportunity to become deceitful in the path of devotion in the privacy of your own home. I will never give you any opportunity to live in a reclusive place so that you can become undisciplined in your heart, thinking no one will come to see or hear you there. You are my dearmost friends; I will never allow you to get into trouble. I will never allow you to give up pleasing the senses of the Lord so that you can please the senses of the people of the world, as well as your own, because you received some temporary position or you could not tolerate some temporary criticism.
Srila Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvati Thakur
